Hey there! I am back after some time. Went out a couple of times with a crazy bunch of people i tell ya. Few days back went out with sap! I always end up eating whenever we go out haha. We had our buffet lunch at riverwalk tandoor!:D the food was awesome as usual! Loved the naan and tandoori chicken. And guess what?! There was lamb curry too. I got so excited when I saw the dishes. The only sad part is that there was no paneer:( Sap and I were a little depressed because of that. But never mind! We had our fav dessert there so we settled for the Clarke quay outlet:) Can't imagine we were continuously eating from the start till the end of the buffet. I was really hungry too. Didn't have breakfast cos I was too excited for the buffet. We had been planning for the buffet for a really long time since the start of the school and finally we got the chance! We were chatting abt so many things. And of course we were letting out our anger on some issues. Felt much relived after we talked abt it. Oh and towards the end as we were eating, the waiters were staring at us-.- there was only another couple there. So they were just looking at us only. Got a little annoyed after awhile. Paid the bill and we headed down to PS! We actually planned to watch 'what to expect when expecting' but just nice there was a MIB3 show in twenty mins time. I was so blur and didn't realise MIB3 released already>< Sap was suppose to watch with her friend but she said she'll watch with me instead. I felt kinda bad for her friend. Anyways we immediately bought the tix and went to the theatre. The movie was seriously damn good! Enjoyed the movie thoroughly:) But I got scared by some of the aliens. They looked kinda gross:/ So after the movie we decided to walk ard for awhile. And guess what?! We lost our way. Yes I know. Lost our way in orchard:/ And sap was saying she knew the way and we ended up at Clarke quay again!!! We actually walked all the way to Clarke quay. Thanks ah sap! I'm never trusting ur directions again. We had to take a bus back to ion cos I was meeting my uni mates to buy a gift. After sap left I met Daryl, jean and MY. We went hunting for presents. In the end only bought a perfume for Yijun. We saw some necklaces for Kim but decided to wait for GSS to start so that it'll be even cheaper. I think we will go again this week. Bought Katy perry perfume for yijun. The smell was different and we knew it'll suit her. After shopping we went to have coldstone ice cream!! Omg i am seriously in love with their ice cream. Too good man. Had Oreo overload and berry overload. I'm gonna try the apple pie flavour next time. Daryl said its good! Left after a talking for awhile. Loved the day!<3 Ytd was our dearest yijun birthday party!! We had a blast there:) we were shooting each other as usual and laughed a hell lot! Saw Kim a little upset after dinner. So I was talking to her alone for sometime. I think u are facing something I am also going through. But I'm sure it'll all be fine dear. It's a phase we all go through. And we are girls. So its understandable. I hope u are feeling better now. And I'm a phone call away. U can always call me when u feel like talking to someone. I'll be there for u:) we have loads to share and must meet up soon! Over a cup of coffee or maybe some vodka? Haha!! Took a few pic only but never mind. We will be meeting again tmr for our xiao long pao buffet at crystal jade! Can camwhore. Woohoo:D Gave a lift for twin last night. It was pretty late so I decided to drop her home:) my twin is always funny la haha. I have enjoyed my time with twin always:) we must hang out tgt more often!! Okay can't wait to see my gang tmr! And eat of course! Hahaha Bb!:)

Hello!:) I think i may not be able to update my blog for some time. Gonna be really busy next two weeks especially. I have so many 21st birthday parties and outings to attend. Sadly my money is also decreasing. I have yet to get my pay so i am running on credit:O Must find another assignment asap! I have already spent so much:/ Need to save up. Must not give in to temptations!! 


Currently i am addicted to so many drama serials>< I can watch them the whole day. Thank god i asked my dad for that channel or i would have died from boredom, rotting at home doing nothing. The guys in the drama are so freaking hot!!!:D Unfortunately half of them are already married. So heartbroken


I keep getting a stiff neck for the past few days. I am not sure is it because of my bed or pillow or sleeping position. My shoulder blade is always hurting. I should go to the doctor to check it. Hope it doesn't worsen:( Maybe i should exercise more to feel better and get some relief.


God had tested me several times. I am trying to learn from each challenge i have faced and not sit there crying about it. Its not going to bring me anywhere. I should grow up. Be strong. I must not let go of my dreams and hopes. I am not giving up that easily. I will try to make my life better. Should i take the first step? Still unsure. I'll think about it. I am not sure if it will get any better though. Thanks daryl for listening to me. 

Hi blog. Today i am feeling very low. I have been trying to cope with my insecurities and problems but i have reached a point where i feel suffocated. I am not able to forget many things and it is disturbing me. Why can't i just move on? Everytime i am free, i start thinking about so many things. I tried talking about it to my friend but it is hard to tell everything. I still keep a lot of issues within me. I don't understand till now why am I not able to open up to someone completely. I always end up hiding certain things and i go back home with a heavy heart still. I wonder at times why all of this must happen to me? I have always wanted people around me to be happy. For that, i would try my best and suppress all my feelings within me. After awhile i realise that i end up at the losing end. Even then i don't show it. I wish i had been self centered and not think about the others all the time. I was always there for my friends and family but when i needed someone to be there for me, i find myself all alone suffering. Why?! Am i not worth some love, care and concern? The people whom i love the most and care for are always leaving me at one point. It is really depressing. Now, i am scared to show some love to anyone. I am scared that they will leave me too. And i don't want to go through pain and hurt. I am exhausted mentally and emotionally. I wish i could have someone there to just lend me their shoulder and to assure me that i have someone. I wish. Sighs. I guess this will go on for awhile. Thanks kim, prof, twin and daryl for cheering me up. Really appreciate it:) 


Oh i realised i did not post for some days. Went out with my twin to watch Avengers on fri! I should say the movie was DARN GOOD. Loved the jokes in the movie. Twin and i were laughing all the way. 
Loki: I WILL NOT BE BULLIED BY SOME-.. *Hulk smashes loki into the ground.*
Thor: ... He's my brother. Them: He killed 80 people in 2 days. Thor: He's adopted.
Loved ironman's sense of humor and captain america. What can i say? TOO good. So after the movie we went shopping and had ice cream at coldstone!! Ice cream was so yummy!! We are going there again soon i think? Ice cream date with my twin:)


Anyways I am going to watch the IIFA 2012 @ Indoor stadium with sap! The tickets are damn ex. Cheapest is 110 bucks. We are planning to get the 250 ones. I think we can barely see the legs of the actors on the stage if we buy the 110 ones. Hope it'll be worth the money. Can't wait to see our jaans<3 Shahid, John, Ranbir, Ranvir, SRK, Hrithink and the list goes on lol. Its in june! so still have time for it. Need to save up money meanwhile:/


The chalet is fixed! It'll be 3D2N! Like i had said before, i am sure it will be really an awesome one. Really looking forward to it!


Got to go and meet my sis for dinner. Bye~

Hi blog! Been quite busy past few days so i was not able to update! Finally a day to slack:) Past few days have been really good for me! On sat i went to my cousin's house to celebrate my grandpa's 85th birthday. Went to buy food from dempsey hill before heading to their house. Omg my mum was like choosing so many dishes and there were huge packets of food at the cashier within minutes lol. My mum just loves feeding people. Had a hearty meal:) And it was really fun meeting my little cousins after a long time. They bought 4 parrots and i should say the colours were so beautiful i should say! After lunch, my family left to compass point to buy the cake for my grandpa. The trip was only suppose to buy cake but we ended up shopping and eating too! My sis and i were craving for ice cream so we went to Swenson's to have our favourite ice cream:D and after the dessert we went ard to look at clothes. Went to echo. The sales girls were really sweet. They made me their model and let me try different outfits with matching accessories lol! I think i tried on 10 different outfits. They fashion knowledge is really good! Some of the outfits which i thought will never suit me actually looked good on me. And one of the girls asked me if i am interested in modeling?! That's like the 3rd time someone has asked me that question. I was at orchard once and a lady came up to me with her card regarding some model scouting. She asked me to come down for an audition. But nah i am not into this stuff. I think there are more pretty girls out there. I guess she asked me cos of my height thats all haha. So yeah at echo i ended up buying loads of clothes. It came up to $200 bill:/ my mum was more than happy to buy for us:) Thanks mummy! And then we bought the cake back to their house and had a party!^^ Happy birthday grandpa!!!


Yesterday i met up with sap for a dinner. Was suppose to watch a movie together but sap was delayed. But nevermind. I actually enjoyed our long dinner. Had our dinner at pizza hut. We were talking about so many things non stop for 4 hours. Yes 4 hours!! On and on and on about everything we cld think of. I realised we share the same thoughts and opinions. So it was so much easier to talk and i totally enjoyed it. We also dislike the same people>< I am so glad we met finally before her special starts. She is my best buddy!^^ And i came across the quote, "It's not who you've known the longest. It's who came & never left your side." This is so true! Can't wait for our ice skating and uss trip with the rest of the girls!


I actually think i should move on from the past and live the present. I can't do anything that had happened in the past. Its there and it'll always be. I should stop thinking about it. And not like it will go back to the way i want it to be. So why brood about it? 


Okay i am gg to LoL with prof and daryl!
bb:)

In pain.. I think my hands are numb. Hate this time of the month. I am better now after eating lol. And of course a small nappy:) 


Ytd went to watch titanic!! Finally got the chance to watch that movie. I never get bored of it. Especially the song. It never fail to bring tears to my eyes.. Yes i confess i teared:/ Jack is like the ideal guy any girl will want. The amount of love he had for rose is so touching. All girls will want to be loved that way. Leonardo did an excellent job. Love his acting!!^^ The ending part was the best. Though my eyes were really tired due to the 3D glasses, i enjoyed the movie totally. There was a lady in front of me weeping badly towards the end. The way she cried was a little funny. Okay that was mean:/ But hey you laughed too!>:( After that left to bugis to shop. But in the end we didn't buy anything. Could not find anything nice. I was exhausted as well. Met Benn and Soon Kiat at bugis village. Didn't expect to see them! Anyways will be meeting up with them soon i think.


Wow Thil messaged me tdy asking why i am avoiding him. At first i didn't want to reply. It is so awkward!! He even fb messaged me. I don't have any obligations to reply you! Stop bugging me. After knowing you for a short period of time, i have understood what kind of guy you are. I find it disgusting. Once, twice, I can understand but not everytime?! Why do you have such thoughts when you know that it is impossible. As a friend i continued talking to you but i found it irritating after awhile. I showed sap all of his messages and she said i should stop talking to him totally or he will keep talking to me. Thankfully i listened to her and totally dissed his calls and messages. I felt so much at ease when we weren't talking. Now he is asking me why i am avoiding him. Seriously? Guys should grow up. Your'll are more emotional and sensitive than girls. I know i am stereotyping but most of the guys i've met are like that. But y'all put the blame on girls saying that we are weird and can't be understood. I think its the otherwise. Okay i should stop talking about this. My blood is like boiling at the moment. I hope i dont have to meet him anymore. It's my mistake for being so close to him. Realised my mistake.


Oh did i say? I played LoL last night. With daryl and his sister. His sister is damn good! And cute too haha. We played a couple of games last night. Ytd was the first time i literally lol-ed for a LoL game. It was too hilarious. Waiting for prof to join us so that we can all play tgt! It'll be fun i say^^


Going to make choc fondue hehe:D 
BB~

Today was a boring day. Had been watching tv shows and movies as usual. In between i played LoL. Totally lost touch in it. I was still able to get some kills lol. I feel so exhausted today for some weird reason. Maybe because i had a lot of rest haha. From being deprived of sleep to getting abundance of sleep and lazing. I am so going to grow into a fat and round pig. But for some unknown reason, my friends have been saying that i have lost weight O.o weird huh? i am eating like a hungry ghost yet i still can look as if i lost weight. Its an achievement right? I am going to start working out from next week. Yes i have been saying this for a LONG time but i promise i will start next week. I need to lose weight!!!!:O Last year i was busy with dance so I was able to maintain my weight and ton my body. Past few months was spent on studying and eating. I eat a lot! Trust me, its damn a lot. I can eat a plate of rice with dishes and within an hour i can eat an extra value meal from macs. That's like 2 meals! Fuck i need to control my food intake. Inflow is greater than outflow. LOL FM-.- okay i shld stop talking about that. 


Next week i have so many outings to accommodate. Need to plan them and note them in my planner. Don't want to have clashes. And oh my gosh i have so many birthday parties to attend. My $$$ is going!!!!:'( I need to work. Get money so that i can spent. Need to be thrifty from now onzzz. 


That's all for now! Going out for dinner:)

So exam ended ytd. It ended on a good note though:) FM was screwed big time along with accounts and IT. Luckily law saved me from crumbling. I am really not sure how the results will turn out to be but i am hoping for the best so that i can get into the spec i wanna get into. Keeping my fingers crossed and praying to god. Hope He answers my prayers. I need my GPA to be higher. And i have already made up my mind on what spec i wanna do. But most of my friends will be doing another. A little sad. I will really miss them! I will still have jeanSTAR! Hahaha:D She can make it up for the rest:) i hope we can meet up during breaks and lectures. Ohoh i realised we will have to do comm funds 2 and accounting 2(fuck this shit) next year. So we still have chance to be classmates and get the opportunity to study together!! We are planning to plan our timetables together. Speaking about timetable, Kums is also choosing the same spec as me! I can totally foresee him asking me to skip lectures to go and eat-.- It already happened a couple of times this sem lol. That guy is so carefree i tell you. I am sure it will be more fun having him in the same classes as me. He and his lame jokes and since we will be working together again for our cca drama musical production again next year, we will be meeting each other more often.


Ytd exam ended and we went to have dinner together at jp. The girls took Ben's car while the guys took the bus (Ben is one lucky guy. I totally agree with what kim feels about him. Sorry Ben!!><) We went to New york new york! I waited nearly for an hour for my chicken to arrive thanks to that prof. I only wanted half a chicken but prof asked me to get the full one. He said he would finish the rest for me and i happily agreed. I nearly died of hunger waiting for it to arrive. I was complaining to twin all the way. And that twin of mine is so awesome!! She thinks exactly the same way as me and we respond the same way. Blurness equally the same tooXD We are called twins for a reason i guess haha! We were planning so many things to do during the 3 months break. Hopefully there is enough time to do everything. First up is jean's  bday!! Its coming sunday and we are planning to have a surprise party for her! LOL that servant of mine accidentally added her to the FB event page. So smart of him. We are planning to go m'sia next week but its not confirm yet. After that is Kim and yi jun's 21st bday!! Kim is having a really extravagant one from what i heard from my servant. As for yi jun, we are thinking of doing something big and memorable for her:) and finally the CHALET!! We will be having a chalet on july. It will most probably be a 3D/2N chalet. Its definitely going to be a fun one^^ The x'mas party itself was so fun 'cept for the fact that Ben and Daryl were too drunk lol. The vodka was too strong and the two guys were competing with each other. The forfeit drink was the most grossest thing i had ever tasted. I think 3 alcohols were mixed together and the colour of the drink was also odd. Luckily i was still able to walk straight till i reached home. I hope it would not be worse during the chalet. There will be BBQ and loads of food for sure. There's prof, jean, twin and me. So must have food haha!


Today was basically rotting at home day. Watched a couple of movies and shows. And man i should say ranbir is too talented, funny and charming<3<3<3 Need to share this with sap! Oh did i tell that i always run into sap when i always least expect to? I would be thinking of calling or texting her but i will see her in school instead and she will make my day! She is the sweetest friend i ever had! She was always there for me:) thank you sap! Awaiting our movie date after your exam:)


Sometimes i wonder what is going on in your mind when you talk to me. You do realise that i get very uncomfortable when i look into your eyes and speak. The words that you speak seem so different from what your eyes speak. They tell me something totally different and it is making me uneasy. That is why i try to avoid you. But the random messages you give me at times just brighten up my day immediately and i always smile when i see your messages. They are really sweet and even though u tease me at times i still feel happy and laugh. I never once got angry with you for that and i can't.  Its been a long time since i felt that way. Really long time. Whenever you see me you never fail to pat my head like as if i am a small kid. The only thing that is stopping me from telling you all this is just 1 factor. I know i haven't really opened up about this to you but i will one day. My friend has been telling me to talk to you but i haven't found the courage to do so. Maybe on the day we meet after your exam. 


That's all for tdy! Going back to my tv drama hehe^0^ 
Byebye~

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